i begin to..

hate myself.
hate my work.
hate my life.
things get different when we shifted our workplace.things started to change.my dearest colleagues started to leave me day by day.motivation level is dropping day by day.
workload started to increase day by day.health is deteriorating day by day.
i begin to hate myself for being so fake, when i am not happy at all each single day.
我真的好累