Suayness

I guess i can be the queen of suayness recently.
customers' issues got ding dong here and there and all the complain calls will eventually go to my ext.2028.
HOW NICE.
oh well. i just can't find the resignation letter now.
HOW NICE.
everything is in a mess right now.
my implant money issue is not yet settled.
HOW NICE.
wtf.i hate my job my life my everything.

Random Thoughts *19

payday is in.HAHA.

midnight shift is over.HAHA.

counting down to xmas! HAHA.

the season of giving and gatherings.yippies.

REMINDER!!

miss pan ah miss pan.

please update ur resume and start to look for new jobs NOW.

time to leave ur sucky job already.

NDC

ndc ndc ndc
I will have nightmare whenever i visit NDC. Dr Lai just examined my wound and implant this morning.omg. the moment he touch it, it is painful. some more he cleaned the wound and using alot of strength on it. the pain went straight to my heart.
i think i cant take it if this happens too often.
just kill me bah.
my tongue, implant area and lower chin are all swelling like no body business. *cries*
i hope my another dose of stronger painkiller which cost me S$42 can reduce my pain.
sidenote-
i got lots of appointments in JAN to NDC.what the hell.=(

counting down-
to payday tonight
to end of my midnight shift
to xmas
to jan
to bonus maybe?
to the day i leave

pain pain pain

I'm so glad my implant part 1 is over.(and part 2 should be about 6 months later.)
the nervousness and fear is so overwhelming on that day till i am so lost and stoned.
surgery was fast, which took only 1 hour.
all thanks to Dr Lai, who gave me 8 strong injections before the operation so i wun feel so pain since i will be conscious during the 1 hr.
the 1 hour operation is so scary.
imagine you are lying on the bed waiting for someone to use all the instruments, the drilling and metal sound, needles and thread, the swallowing of blood.
oh my..but before i knew it, he told me the implant is in! =)
i was given 5 days mc but not able to use it at all since im working midnight.=S

this is ME.before the operation.so damn ugly.(but everyone there are wearing the same.HAHA.)
this is ME again, after my implant. i survived!

Dr Lai wanted to see me again on Friday morning before he leaves for states in the noon. so kind of him! he want to make sure my wound is healing well b4 he pass my case over to another dentist.

my medicine.= (S$44.40 eh.)

got 1 gigantic medicine.=(

this thingy scares me early in the morning!

the pain got so intense and sharp on the first night after my implant..till i cried.

next morning, i saw a big blood clot on top of my implant.

i am in pain everyday.sigh.

on the brighter side, payday is coming!!! =D