Thursday, March 26, 2009

i begin to..

hate myself.
hate my work.
hate my life.
things get different when we shifted our workplace.things started to change.my dearest colleagues started to leave me day by day.motivation level is dropping day by day.
workload started to increase day by day.health is deteriorating day by day.
i begin to hate myself for being so fake, when i am not happy at all each single day.
我真的好累

Sunday, March 15, 2009

disappointed

bonus amount was out, expecting to be half of last year bonus due to economy downturn.
oh my god.
it is wasting my time staying another year just to see this bonus amount.sigh.not just me.
time to think which direction i want to go to already.
age is catching up.
i feel restless and tired when i am on midnight shift.
i used to be rather energetic in the past.
hahaha.
nvm then.
*looking forward to may*

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

tips to make myself happier

1. Don't ask yourself if you're happy. You are perfectly happy as long as you don't as yourself if you are.
yeah man.I shouldn't ask myself everyday..no wonder..:(
2. Spend time with your family.
I did! that is why i feel happy whenever we are together :)
3. Spend time with your good friends.
I am trying very hard since I have a schedule to adhere to.
4. Always take time to do something laid back from time to time, like hanging out or strolling in a park.
Of course i did. i enjoying slacking at marina barrage, beach area or at home!
5. Eat. Screw diets (unless, of course, they are needed for health or medical reasons).
Eat! I think i should control my diet now..before it is too late.
6. Shop. Buying stuff for yourself is good.
Ah huh..I am loving this! Retail therapy is the best!
7. Never let anyone force you into doing anything that you don't want to do.
hmmm.this is impossible especially at work. Thus this explains why i am unhappy most of the time during work.
8. Stay away from unhappy, super-emo people who refuse to be helped.
haha. I will try to!
9. Don't stress too much over your job. Whatever happens, it's just a job.
This sounds damn familiar. my lazy pig has said it over hundred of times. I just can't get it into my HEAD!
10. Get lots of sleep. There's no better way to start the day than waking up totally rejuvenated.
Totally agreed.

I must be happy with myself. There is only ONE ME in the entire world. HAHA. Alrights.I feel much more happier now. :)