Suayness

I guess i can be the queen of suayness recently.
customers' issues got ding dong here and there and all the complain calls will eventually go to my ext.2028.
HOW NICE.
oh well. i just can't find the resignation letter now.
HOW NICE.
everything is in a mess right now.
my implant money issue is not yet settled.
HOW NICE.
wtf.i hate my job my life my everything.

Random Thoughts *19

payday is in.HAHA.

midnight shift is over.HAHA.

counting down to xmas! HAHA.

the season of giving and gatherings.yippies.

REMINDER!!

miss pan ah miss pan.

please update ur resume and start to look for new jobs NOW.

time to leave ur sucky job already.

NDC

ndc ndc ndc
I will have nightmare whenever i visit NDC. Dr Lai just examined my wound and implant this morning.omg. the moment he touch it, it is painful. some more he cleaned the wound and using alot of strength on it. the pain went straight to my heart.
i think i cant take it if this happens too often.
just kill me bah.
my tongue, implant area and lower chin are all swelling like no body business. *cries*
i hope my another dose of stronger painkiller which cost me S$42 can reduce my pain.
sidenote-
i got lots of appointments in JAN to NDC.what the hell.=(

counting down-
to payday tonight
to end of my midnight shift
to xmas
to jan
to bonus maybe?
to the day i leave

pain pain pain

I'm so glad my implant part 1 is over.(and part 2 should be about 6 months later.)
the nervousness and fear is so overwhelming on that day till i am so lost and stoned.
surgery was fast, which took only 1 hour.
all thanks to Dr Lai, who gave me 8 strong injections before the operation so i wun feel so pain since i will be conscious during the 1 hr.
the 1 hour operation is so scary.
imagine you are lying on the bed waiting for someone to use all the instruments, the drilling and metal sound, needles and thread, the swallowing of blood.
oh my..but before i knew it, he told me the implant is in! =)
i was given 5 days mc but not able to use it at all since im working midnight.=S

this is ME.before the operation.so damn ugly.(but everyone there are wearing the same.HAHA.)
this is ME again, after my implant. i survived!

Dr Lai wanted to see me again on Friday morning before he leaves for states in the noon. so kind of him! he want to make sure my wound is healing well b4 he pass my case over to another dentist.

my medicine.= (S$44.40 eh.)

got 1 gigantic medicine.=(

this thingy scares me early in the morning!

the pain got so intense and sharp on the first night after my implant..till i cried.

next morning, i saw a big blood clot on top of my implant.

i am in pain everyday.sigh.

on the brighter side, payday is coming!!! =D

cold~~

so cold..cold..sigh.
when i feel that cough and sore throat are on the way of recovery, fever is here.-_-''
i must endure, it is just another 2 more days to my off days.
***
sometimes people can be so unreasonable.
when help is rendered to them, shouldn't they be appreciative?
ungrateful bunch of people.
may u all die sooner.ARGH!
***
maybe i will die sooner cos of overdose of panadol.HAHA.
ok.time for bed.

e worse day of my life part 2

is coming real soon!

I am going for an implant surgery on 9 dec.oh my..the needles,numbness,blood,stitches are coming all back to me once again.that will be the last time i can see Dr Lai before he leaves for states.
though he will be back only 1 year later, i feel that i will be going back to NDC 1 year later too.SIGH.
this is the thing they are going to do to me. Different phases of surgery is carried out, so when everything is done,will be like 8-9 months later?
almost faint when i heard 8-9 months. =(

Phase 1: Treatment planning
went through different types of X-ray so they can access my medical health and oral health.
while waiting..

they insert a plastic mould onto my bottom lower teeth with some plastic thingy on it..taste and smell yucky. however, this is definitely better than the other time i did moulding for upper n lower teeth.

see..and i put this on for more than 20 mins + walking around from level 2 to level 6 back to level 2.
Dr Lai will produce an individualized treatment plan just for me, based on the way my teeth are fit together and the bone volume.

lucky i got enough bone to support the implant, though some fractured area has yet to be fully recover.

tea time at Shin. (we are their only customers!)

the yummy food!

i've been patronising Shin very often ever since my first visit with grid.hehe.

the super hungry me. haven had anything before dental appt.

lazy pig insisted to take the view outside since it is rare we get to sit near the window.

the super pretty carriage!!

and the tallest xmas tree in SG.(doesnt look very tall to me..)

my health is deteriorating since my accident. cough, sore throat, flu, asthma..everything seems to be coming back at the same time. well.i need to have more rest and talk less to irritating customers!=)

Random thoughts *18

another year passed,christmas is here again! =D
the season of joy and happiness.
the season of giving.
i was working midnight shift with bert on xmas 07 at atrium,wonder what will i be doing for xmas this year.
working will definitely be bored at comtech i guess, with no lights decorations and crowds.
counting down to xmas!

puzzled

don't understand how things can turn out this way.

don't understand why are u treating her this way.
don't understand how u feel, are they really more important than her?
maybe they are.
disappointed.
may everything end soon.totally drained up.

monday..

didnt have any monday blues today!=D

despite only having 2 meals a day at weird timings.
despite doing all the shit cases.

maybe i love morning shift more so i will appreciate it.
maybe it is raining in the morning.
maybe my lazy pig gave me morning call .
maybe i got chance to wear formal wear.
maybe i can get to watch abit tv show.

i should really feel fortunate and contented.life is so unpredictable.
counting down to zoo outing.k-ing session.jb trip.AL.xmas.

Batam trip

went to NDC again a couple of days ago. Dr Lai is leaving for States soon.sigh.
the 3 bottom teeth are healing well, so implant should be coming real soon.
relieved to know that i'll only be doing 1 implant instead of 2 since the other 1 is too narrow for implant thus filing is the other alternative.
implant sounds complicated uh.since there is a nerve discovered near the implant area, they will need to confirm whether are there enough bones to support the implant, otherwise need to do bone growing thingy from my other teeth..the whole process took like 3-5 months? -_-
sigh.sick of gg NDC now and then..

batam trip photos.
Harris Resort. highly recommended!
love the view from the balcony

and the room is big enough for 2 of us!

so nice...

doesn't it looks like it is a wallpaper behind me.haha.

haven had A&W for ages.
and it is disappointing.
movies there are dirt cheap! S$2 plus!

my ultra shag face.i haven got any slp after midnight shift eh.

so i nap abit during the show.hahaha.

how nice to have breakfast in this environment everyday.

WITHOUT CATS of cos.
they have got ALOT of pools.big pool.kid pool.sauna.omg.heaven.but din bring swim wear.=S

spotted this cute big sofa chair.so comfy!

missy low is unwilling to give me a ride! (i duno cycling.)

photos time.snap snap snap.

the key element is my bedroom slippers. i purposely brought it cos Harris don't provide bedroom slippers and their Harris slippers don't worth the S$10 at all.so ugly.(my cutie slippers only cost S$8!!)

time to try out the self timer..

lunch at Godiva.
another great disappointment.

and how can they allow people to SMOKE inside the cafe uh. irritating.

supermart shopping.!see..this is how they sell their fries etc.so weird.
satisfied customer.
never shop for tibits till so shuang before.
yet to see this in SG.so sweet!

our free dinner provided in Harris.

dumb us ordered the sweet and sour fish AND chicken instead of choosing other different dish.

woahh..they have got LIVE band wor. they went from table to table and sing for us personally! you can delicate the song too.haha.

conversation goes...

live band person A : ladies, what song you would like to hear tonight?

xiaonuzi : so what song you can sing?

live band person A : any song u choose!

xiaonuzi : (you sure meh?) so you can sing chinese song other than english?

live band person A : of cos!

lallalalalala...they started to sing "xiao wei" in a rather accurate chinese pronunciation.impressed.

(actually i wanted to choose a eng song.but too late.)

the place they cook the pizza.

2nd day breakfast and i insisted to sit indoors cos i'm afraid of cats.haha.

a walk around the pool after breakfast. they got bar near the pool.cool uh..

emo..

i m so li hai to capture missy low and me inside the photo!

our last meal in Batam. super exp and everything is charged in SGD in Harris so don't bother to change much Rupiah.1 glass of fruit juice cost me S$7. -_-

i can get the same 1 in wei xiao bao just for S$3 the maximum.
missy low's.

my duno dunno spinach pasta.yums.

the portion is ALOT till i feel like vomiting. S$13 for this is rather worth it. plus the siao me choose a detoxifier fruit juice which cost me S$8. -.-

missy low's pizza.n it is really delicious!

this is how we spent our 1/3 of the time.

time to leave the place.sadded.missy low, rmb our B's trip!

2 bags to Batam, 4 bags back.they are all filled with tibits.hahaha!