angry!

work really sucks at times.
n whenever there's a mentee attached to me.i will DEFINITELY be suay for that whole day.
i've been trying to convince myself that,im only suay on that day.just a coincidence. nt the mentoring prob.
but EVERYTIME i mentor someone, sigh. it is really damn fu**ing suay.
im scare to mentor ppl now,esp. hib ppl. that is really jialat. full of suayness.
n yesterday when i gt 1 mentee. i gt 1 call which is hanging there for 72 mins. 72 MINS = 1 HR 12 MINS.
=(
i've break my own record.talking to this bloody idiot for 72 mins,refusing to hang the call.
im nt angry with him.
i can understand his frustration.
im just angry with OUR own bloody system.
really cannot stand backend dept. forever.full.of.mistakes.
n whatever mistakes they make.we bear.wtf.
im gg to leave this bloody place soon.very soon.