LAST afternoon shift

i am so KAI XIN cos today will be the last sucky afternoon shift for me.
no more travelling to work under the hot sun and walking all the way in to office.
no more rushing to catch bus home after work.
freedom soon.
weeeeeeeeeee~

i need a break

i SERIOUSLY need a long long break.
haven been going holiday for so damn long.
June is coming.
July is coming.
2010 japan trip is coming!
pray hard kor will sponsor abit for it as my bday present!HAHA.
so nice to be the youngest!

milo is finally back from australia! =D
she too respect my decision since she has gone through that depress period before.

silly lazy pig insisted to wait for me to reach home before he slp.so sweet of him.
i should have take cab home if i work afternoon shift in future. hehe.
tentatively 4 last afternoon shift to go.
pray hard i can survive through. *cross fingers*


mummy is trying hard to describe the blouse that i have which er sao borrow it.
im trying my best to recall but still failed.
i guess i wun even know if half of my clothes are gone.
i should STOP shopping. *sigh*

resignation is neither here nor there, haven got the time to settle it again.
i hope i wun miss taking calls too much.HAHAHA.

Random post #04

LONG time never load photos already! Partly cos of facebook which i can conveniently load there, and secondly i don't have the time.
today is 16 April. FINALLY.
the day has come. I am so glad that i have endure till so far and of cos with bestie's accompany all the way. She is the only one who can understand how i feel in this period of time. Indeed, everything has changed. e.v.e.r.y. single thing.
Life is so stale now. till i seem to have lost interest in everything and start to indulge in food and shopping EVEN more in order to satisfy my unhappiness in work life.
Nevertheless I have already plan for a better life in future. :)

Been to a few places of interest to relax and cheer myself up.
Free tickets to Jurong Bird Park!
poor lazy pig got to work till so late while i am happily updating my blog now.

happier stuff like k-ing! haven been to k for a few months.where have my 24 hours gone?

went to jap food street for dinner. food again.

my face is getting rounder and rounder.

i really missed the past. my younger days.
F.O.O.D again at waraku.
how nice if your customers are as nice as your colleagues. (WAIT LONG LONG also don't have)

i MISS MY KOR!hai. yuan lai staying alone is so damn boring. no one to watch horror show/cartoon/chit chat with. No one to laugh with. Da ge in aust. Er ge staying upstairs.

HAI.

kor's 29th birthday!

inspecting kor's new house.haha.

free tickets to sentosa. (where is my free tickets to zoo!)

got tons of photos yet to be uploaded. but i am just simply lazy.

now i finally got to know the real meaning of work smart play smart.life is not as simple as i thought. disappointed.

i begin to..

hate myself.
hate my work.
hate my life.
things get different when we shifted our workplace.things started to change.my dearest colleagues started to leave me day by day.motivation level is dropping day by day.
workload started to increase day by day.health is deteriorating day by day.
i begin to hate myself for being so fake, when i am not happy at all each single day.
我真的好累

disappointed

bonus amount was out, expecting to be half of last year bonus due to economy downturn.
oh my god.
it is wasting my time staying another year just to see this bonus amount.sigh.not just me.
time to think which direction i want to go to already.
age is catching up.
i feel restless and tired when i am on midnight shift.
i used to be rather energetic in the past.
hahaha.
nvm then.
*looking forward to may*

tips to make myself happier

1. Don't ask yourself if you're happy. You are perfectly happy as long as you don't as yourself if you are.
yeah man.I shouldn't ask myself everyday..no wonder..:(
2. Spend time with your family.
I did! that is why i feel happy whenever we are together :)
3. Spend time with your good friends.
I am trying very hard since I have a schedule to adhere to.
4. Always take time to do something laid back from time to time, like hanging out or strolling in a park.
Of course i did. i enjoying slacking at marina barrage, beach area or at home!
5. Eat. Screw diets (unless, of course, they are needed for health or medical reasons).
Eat! I think i should control my diet now..before it is too late.
6. Shop. Buying stuff for yourself is good.
Ah huh..I am loving this! Retail therapy is the best!
7. Never let anyone force you into doing anything that you don't want to do.
hmmm.this is impossible especially at work. Thus this explains why i am unhappy most of the time during work.
8. Stay away from unhappy, super-emo people who refuse to be helped.
haha. I will try to!
9. Don't stress too much over your job. Whatever happens, it's just a job.
This sounds damn familiar. my lazy pig has said it over hundred of times. I just can't get it into my HEAD!
10. Get lots of sleep. There's no better way to start the day than waking up totally rejuvenated.
Totally agreed.

I must be happy with myself. There is only ONE ME in the entire world. HAHA. Alrights.I feel much more happier now. :)

exhausted? frustrated?

exhausted.
results shown we are obviously lack of manpower. However, workload is increasing like mad daily.
how irony.
frustrated.
why should someone in the customer service line do sales?
Cross selling is compulsory as well. Need to cut down on the call length as well.
how irony.
i just cant wait to leave and find my happiness.